Point people and fighting of them (Школьные сочинения)

at this point people have hurt me so badly that I just stopped fighting for them. if you never write to me first, if you don't ask if I'm okay, if you don't reach out to me, if you don't show that you need me, then I don't care about your presence in my life. I no longer feel jealous if communication with another person is more important to you, that's okay, but don't try to go back for me, because you've already shown that I'm not good enough for you. if I don't mean anything to you, that's okay. other people care about me as I do. I don't need to feel like I annoy you all the time. I don't need trust issues. I don't need a barely existing relationship. I deserve to receive the love that I give to others. I don’t want people who don’t try to maintain the relationship the way I do.

just get out of my life.

sooner or later the moment will come

when you have to forget everything that was connected with this person.

all your evenings, jokes, looks, touches.

everything.

but I still hope that you will cherish in your memory all the best that we had.

thank you for the memories, friend.

why do we lose people with whom we felt good?

why all relationships between people end with something incomprehensible, jealousy and misunderstanding of each other?

and that's it, this person will no longer be in your life,

there will be no your joint photos or watching films, sometimes scary and partly stupid, and sometimes cartoons and fairy tales that you believe in.

there will be no more of your jokes, phrases that are only yours.

yes, it is quite possible that this person is not saying the same thing to you and "uses" your phrases with someone else.

and why? because of resentment? maybe because of pride?

you want to write to the person, return at least communication, but you yourself think “why?”, “he / she is fine without me”.

so, listen if you want to write or call someone,

stop thinking that you shouldn't.

take and do

stop doubting yourself.

it's better to regret that you took a step towards,

rather than regret not having done anything at all.